My kinda love

I cannot love half-halfheartedly. I cannot love only when it’s convenient. I cannot love only when the time is right. I’ll always love when it’s totally wrong, when it’s totally inconvenient and when it’s hard because if you can’t be there for someone when things are not perfect, then you still need to learn a…

The girl I call my Bonu

    And I hugged her tighter as she bombarded me with I love you’s and she continued telling me how important I was to her until her cockroach level concentration shifted to laddu’s and she started demanding for it.That’s how a regular session of our vodka filled nights would roll in hostel. We would get drunk to the…

The thing with fuckboys.

Ladies and Gentlemen let me define a fuckboy for you. A fuckboy is a specific kind of millennial male who will lead a girl on only to let her down. Boys like this will pretend to genuinely care about the girl but always fail to prove the supposed affection. He almost never makes plans because…

What goes inside the head of an anxious person -Part 1

I replay a conversation in my mind hundreds of times until I reach a thousand possible outcomes. I freak out during long silences hoping that the other person isn’t judging me.And when they are speaking instead of paying attention to their words, I pay attention to whether I’m making too much eye contact with them…

OPEN LETTER to the guy who cheated on me.

After you left, I felt stupid and angry.I was angry at the people who knew but chose not to tell me.And quite honestly ,it sucks .Its hard to trust people after that.People who saw it happen and didn’t stop it.Its hard to trust yourself and your instincts after that .Its hard to trust yourself not to…

A letter to my 10 year old self .

  Hey there baby girl, Turned into a big girl huh? I am so proud of you for surviving a decade on this cruel planet. But you still believe in unicorns and pixies and Santa Claus and life is just a merry go ride for you.I don’t want to spoil it for you. But here are some…

Feeding India -My Journey

“Without a sense of caring , there can be no sense of community.” I had never worked or did anything for others until that day . It never even crossed my mind once to join a NGO or something of that sort ,until one fine day one of  my friends called me up and asked…

The first time

It’s the first time he smiles at you. It’s the first time he picks you up for a date. It’s the first time you feel this way about someone,, every little thing he does warms your heart. It’s the first time you truly let your guard down. It’s the first time someone made you feel…

I KISSED MY BEST FRIEND

I saw the best version of me in his eyes. Well, let’s just say if my life was daal-chawal , he was my mango pickle. But I have a habit of breaking my own heart and so I did. You were the person I wanted to come home to.You were the person I wanted to…

Right person ,Wrong timing?

  When a relationship doesn’t work out, it hurts. It doesn’t matter who break ups with whom, but it hurts. And, there are certain deal-breakers, which when present shorten the shelf-life of a relationship. And, one day you realize you don’t feel the same for that significant other anymore. It is like a switch and…